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Hand in Hand, Heart to Heart
The conference
has proved to be a turning point into a closer relationship
This weekend
gave me an opportunity to bring some of my broken pieces before
My Father who loves me and wants to make something beautiful out During the first session tears were in my eyes. In the second, tears ran down my face. In the next, tears came from inside, but that was OK as I felt safe. The Lord instilled in me that I am ‘forever a child in Daddy’s arms’. He took me to a new and deeper place of safety, security and intimacy where I have been able to come to peace and rest in Him. Heather’s talk on false loves has been liberating . . . . . . .it is a beautiful way of dealing with these sins – no condemnation of the person – but a way of allowing forgiveness and healing to come in. I personally arrived with no expectations whatsoever except that of hearing from God, and left with that fully met! . . . . .A lot of what I heard made such sense and answered some questions which I had been asking for many years regarding my relationship with my mum and dad and with Father God.
On a much deeper level there was the personal revelation that there has been a battle going on within me, not between me and God, or me and the enemy, but with myself. As Heather spoke of depression and suicidal thoughts, it was like listening to myself. This had become a ‘catch 22’ for me and it took most of the weekend to receive the full revelation and to allow the Holy Spirit to come in, as it was incredibly painful. It was a combination of the Holy Spirit and His giftings in you that allowed me to be released from the ‘catch 22’ I had put myself in. Now I speak Godly truths over myself on a daily basis and am more aware of the things that are temptations to get angry/frustrated. As the revelation and awareness are there, it means that I now feel that check in the spirit, so I don’t get into the ‘catch 22’ again. . . .Also as the encounter was fairly small, it meant that you could personally minister to those there, which was both special and powerful . . . ..
The whole weekend was one of encounter after encounter with Father - - - -I have received a whole new DNA which is incapable of delivering anything but LIFE. His love fills my heart with joy. He is such an awesome Daddy! IH The issues that surfaced during the teaching sessions surprised me, changing not only my perspective on how God saw me, but also how I perceived myself. - - - - - I related to the older and younger brother syndrome. I had been so hurt and many times I withheld love to others, so becoming the hurter. This weekend has impacted my life and attitude. EW I held grudges for over forty years and was so weighed down, because I did not know what to do. Now I do! Take it to Father in prayer! TR I realised I had always believed 'I was surplus to requirements'. Now I know there is a special place in my Father's heart, just for me! PS I began to see scripture in a new light and to realise that our ultimate goal is to know Father in a very intimate way. I really experienced the love of the Father here, starting a healing process inside. SD My heart was searched and released from pain. I can approach my mother and siblings without feeling pain, anger or numbness. Praise be to God! I feel new and whole and very loved! God loves me with all the stiff, hard and unresolved problems within me. He really cares and loves me. Amazing!
Testimony following personal ministry: I had felt like I was under a dark cloud for a long time, and although I was serving God full time, and in many ways doing all the right things, I constantly felt a weight hanging over me. I had problems sleeping, finding rest. I was running on empty and felt exhausted. I needed a breakthrough - to get to the roots of this cloud. God opened the way for a few days prayer ministry with Heather and David. Father God gently brought my pain to the surface and began to heal me. I had a deep revelation of the comfort of the Father and a new sense that I can come to my Daddy and tell Him everything. As I allowed God to touch my deepest pain and fears, His perfect love came in and cast out fear, filling every part of me in a way I had never experienced before. Through this I was able to forgive my mother and father and receive my heavenly Father's forgiveness and healing. Later, soaking in His presence, wave after wave of His love filled every part of me, washing me clean. The cloud has gone. I am sleeping well and able to rest and to relax. My times with the Father have been transformed. I am able to receive and believe the truth about who I am in Christ.
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